Day 1634 – Why?

It occurred to me this morning that when a child constantly asks "why?" is that because they are not happy with the answer we have given them, and they need to know more?

Day 1584

Its hard for me to believe it is just two weeks since we were asked to stay home with the outbreak of Covid-19 affecting the whole word. In those two weeks humans have had to evolve and adapt to a whole new way of living, being and communicating and I thank GOD for my recovery... Continue Reading →

Rock Bottom

Although rock bottoms can all be so different that is the one part that is always the same.

Day 1461 – a new state of consciousness

today I woke up feeling truly grateful as on this day 4 years ago my life was in a very different state.

Rock Bottom

Once it was socially acceptable I helped myself and picked up two glasses, hoping it would appear as if I was getting one for someone else.

Day 1349

who knew we had a choice......

Why do we make this so hard…..

I get applauded for my resolve to have not picked up an alcoholic drink so far, yet I am more concerned about the size of my stomach than the fact I have not picked up an alcoholic drink in this time. 

Day 1353

 I often wonder why it is that, as an alcholic, I suffer from incredibly low self esteem.  When I was in active alcoholism I would stomp and thrash my way through homelife and worklife.  I would force my opinion and get involved in situations that I didnt need to. My actions were always impulsive and... Continue Reading →

Finding Recovery – Living in Recovery

There is a difference between finding recovery and living in recovery. When I found recovery, I was at such a rock bottom that I could see no way of continuing to live. I was well aware that alcohol is a toxin. I knew it was ruining everything and destroying me and all my relationships. It caused me... Continue Reading →

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