To truly recover from alcoholism I need to be able to function in society alongside everyone else.
Once it was socially acceptable I helped myself and picked up two glasses, hoping it would appear as if I was getting one for someone else.
I get applauded for my resolve to have not picked up an alcoholic drink so far, yet I am more concerned about the size of my stomach than the fact I have not picked up an alcoholic drink in this time.
I often wonder why it is that, as an alcholic, I suffer from incredibly low self esteem. When I was in active alcoholism I would stomp and thrash my way through homelife and worklife. I would force my opinion and get involved in situations that I didnt need to. My actions were always impulsive and... Continue Reading →
There is a difference between finding recovery and living in recovery. When I found recovery, I was at such a rock bottom that I could see no way of continuing to live. I was well aware that alcohol is a toxin. I knew it was ruining everything and destroying me and all my relationships. It caused me... Continue Reading →