Freedom

To truly recover from alcoholism I need to be able to function in society alongside everyone else.

Rock Bottom

Once it was socially acceptable I helped myself and picked up two glasses, hoping it would appear as if I was getting one for someone else.

Day 1349

who knew we had a choice......

Why do we make this so hard…..

I get applauded for my resolve to have not picked up an alcoholic drink so far, yet I am more concerned about the size of my stomach than the fact I have not picked up an alcoholic drink in this time. 

Day 1353

 I often wonder why it is that, as an alcholic, I suffer from incredibly low self esteem.  When I was in active alcoholism I would stomp and thrash my way through homelife and worklife.  I would force my opinion and get involved in situations that I didnt need to. My actions were always impulsive and... Continue Reading →

Finding Recovery – Living in Recovery

There is a difference between finding recovery and living in recovery. When I found recovery, I was at such a rock bottom that I could see no way of continuing to live. I was well aware that alcohol is a toxin. I knew it was ruining everything and destroying me and all my relationships. It caused me... Continue Reading →

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